Facing the Battles

I don't like many girls as it is. Most are fake, backstabbing , and liars. I find it so sad when a girl has to have a boyfriend just to have a boyfriend. They don't even like the guy but they just someone who will be by there side. Or they to say I have a boyfriend. Whatever there excuse is. I think you might as well be single then. Wait for the guy you really like. Then I hate how some people when they have boyfriends or girlfriends they ditch there friends. Notice how those are always the ones that have their relationships fail. They break up they run back to you crying. Now you want to talk to me. Sorry like I shouldn't even care anymore you screwed your self over. I love that friends that tell you they love there boyfriend, but they cheat on them. Then they bitch when I say how do you love your boyfriend then. It don't make sense to me. Another you tell me you don't like the guy , you don't want a boyfriend yet your still leading them on. Gettin

1) I was out in Long Island. Near my best friends house. I call her up crying. Me: My brand new car the battery died. We are by your house. I have a problem. My brother and I called a tow truck. I need you to pick up me. There's no room for me in the tow truck. So can you drive me home. My friends father comes out of their house so he can move his car. Then my friend can get to her car. When her dad opens the door my brother & I are at her door. Her dad laughed. I go shh . So he tells her I'm moving my car. Come outside to move yours. She find us outside her door dying of laughter. 2) I went to the outlets. On the way back I stopped with my brother at my best friends house. She had no clue we were there. Her window was open. My brother goes and shuts it closed. She hears it closed. She figured it was the wind or something. Two second after she opens it again, my brother shuts it closed again. She goes to open it again. My brother shuts it again. She goes to

I'm not punk'd, am I? I wake up in the morning, take my dogs out for a walk across the street. I'm looking over and notice my dads car is missing. I notice the spot is empty. I freak out because they are away. My brother & I have not moved the car. The car was in the same spot for 5 days. Right away I text my brother at work. He calls me back right away. I said the car keys are in the house. I said the car is stolen. My brother tells me go call 911. I went ahead calling my grandma and uncle first. They rush over. They told me to call my police station asking do I go down to file a report. They said no call 911. 911 tells me call 311 in case it was towed somewhere.If they don't have a towing record of the car, then it is stolen. So I call 911 back. 311 has no record. They tell me ok the cops will come to my house. In between the time, I see one of my neighbors outside. He tells me the spot was empty at 5am. He didn't see a tow truck. That it had to

People will always say there's only one guy they want. Even if you or they have to change just to be with person, they want to be with. I come to realize there is no Mr. right. No one is perfect. Everyone & every relationship is going to have problems. People are going to make wrong choices , bad decisions , & of course good decisions. Always be with the one person you truly want to be with. As long as they make you happy. If your crying everyday then is he really worth your tears. There is no Mr. right. The perfect man will always be there for you. He will always be by your side in good times & bad. He will make you smile & laugh. He will be the only person you can see yourself with. Even if one thing goes bad he will know he has to change. If he really cares about you he will make you happy!

This happened a few years ago. A family member whom I'm not even close with and barely ever see. So she tells me she has the perfect guy for me to meet. The guy calls me. We spoke on the phone. He was really quite so I figured ok he is shy. He asks me if I can meet him 2 days later. I wasn't even thrilled. I tell him ok and to meet me by a local restaurant by my house. The day arrived I go to meet him. He calls me are you here. I said almost. He tells me he outside the restaurant wearing black pants and what not. So I figured I cross the street look for him walk past first in case I don't like him. That wasn't the case. I cross the street he's not even there. He was around the block. So I stand and wait. I see a guy walk and stop in front. Looking like he's looking for someone. We ended up looking like are you ...? He goes hi. I take out my phone when he wasn't paying attention texting my bff omg this is a nitemare already. I didn't know how

In life sometimes you are not sure what you should do. Sometimes there's something or someone you always wanted. Though you might be scared to tell them the truth of how you really feel. Sometimes you think if you take a chance it might ruin everything. Sometimes you might think you'll fail . So what are you suppose to do? I learned always go for what you want because if you don't you will always regret it. Always follow your heart. If you take a chance everything might turn out perfect, or everything might get ruined . At least then you'll know you tried. The only tears worth crying about is if everything gets ruined, not if u didn't try. The only smiles worth smiling about is if everything turns out perfect. Everything happens for a reason . What's meant to be will be .

Want to wish everyone a happy st. paddy's day! Today is the one day you can actually eat green bread, green eggs, green bagels. Most of all I hope it's not mold! Well last yr I great a great st patty's day experience. I was on the train in the city. The guy next to next start throwing up. Now good thing I moved a min before he started. So be careful of those drunks.

Haha I don't even know where to start telling this story. Well I slept out at now I'll say an ex's house. My mom would never call every time I slept there. Yet she always thought I was sleeping at one of my girlfriends houses. So one morning she decides to call about 30 times while we were sleeping. To her it was a normal time to call , to us it was to early. Well she only called because I told her I needed a ride, the night before to see my friend that was visiting. Yet she was going out to meet up with my aunt and uncle in the same direction. She wanted to know if I was still going. Finally we wake up. pm time. I look at my phone with like 30 missed calls. I'm like hum I'll call back. Shh I'm going to play a joke. I so go on this whole story how I'm in jail. I got married last night at chase bank. Yet in Africa. My mom kept asking if I'm ok? Asking do I need to get picked up? I'm crying that I need help. watch the video http://www.youtube.com/watch

A lot of people been asking me , how did you lose so much weight? Almost a year ago I had a major stomach operation called nissen fundoplation. Since the surgery your stomach doesn't handle as much anymore. No this is not a gastric bypass. This surgery is for serve acid reflux. Since the surgery I have been on a fluid and soft food diet. I can't handle solids even after esophageal surgeries. I was doing fine for months. I dropped a lot of weight. Friends are telling me omg you look great, tell me your secrets. I have people telling you are getting to thin ,are you eating , are you anorexic?I tell them are you kidding me. I can only have what I can handle. People that do that go through these surgeries don't understand. Don't let anyone bring you down, you have to be strong. handle what you can. Some people want to lose the weight and wants my secrets advice you can do it. Though unless you went through surgery it might be harder. I was on 800 calorie diet. I was on baby

After nissen surgery you are told to follow a liquid and then a soft food diet till you can increase to solids again. Not everyone can. I'm addicted to whole foods, but I'm not telling everyone to go run. I drink a lot of protein drinks or I buy protein mixes diary free. I been sticking to a lot of soy also. I can handle soy yogurt but can't handle regular. I need very thin. In the beginning I was on earth's best baby food. Hey the strawberry banana was yummy. Anything like carrots puree , mash potato is ok to have. ices, jello. Now with pasta I can't have small noddles they get stuck. The best is lasagna noddle. Chew it in small pieces. Its a flat noddle. There are many sites you can look up after surgery diets or what best fits you.

So my nutrient Dr mention the magic bullet in puree foods. Since I can't handle solid foods. I asked around many of my friends have it. Now whats the real difference between this and a blender I said? Truthfully nothing! It is loud, but so is a blender. It is just easier for portions and to clean. I haven't tried puree food yet in it. I have made a few smoothies with this. They been amazing! It comes with a book that helps also.

I haven't blogged in a while and I was told I need to go back on blogging to talk about the life of after surgery and update. Its almost been 11 months since I had nissen fundoplication surgery. It has changed my life so much. I had it back last April. All I remember was recovery was hard. I was in a lot of pain. Though when you hit rock bottom and medicines aren't helping your going to try the next step. I wrote a few blogs update till 5 month post you can read. Since the surgery I ended up getting 3 balloon esophageal surgeries. The first was in June, then need another in Sept. After Sept I was fine till Feb. I went a good 5 months perfect, no major problems. I was having pain every few months going to Er's. I was like hotel hospital you might as well make a room for me. Sometimes even going into the er they still can't find out what is wrong. That they send you back to the Dr's that send you to the er, discharge you or keep you over night on iv's. Then bring

For years I had a twitter account. I didn't know I had one, seriously. One day on MTV P-diddy mentions twitter. I was thinking what is twitter? I go on apparently I have an account. What? When did I join I thought to myself. I go to my old neighbor can I tweet Me-12:05 I went to the bathroom 12:06 I pooped !2:07 wipped my ass 12:08 flushing the toilet 12:09 washed my hands My neighbor you forgot to say you pulled up your pants .. Me- haha opps ..!!! Once in a blue moon I would sign on. I always thought it was the dumbest site on earth. I would call it the stalk celeb site. Though now we have 4square another site for stalkers. I don't know whats worse. Well now the past few days thanks to two of my friends I been on twitter. I reunited with twitter. I learned how to tweet back with someone. Though I was thinking what do these # signs means everyone is doing? Then they have popular topics with these number signs. I'm thinking huh? Now finally I get it. Its to have a feed on

I been a big fan of Glee since the show started. I even met the cast. It was awesome. I think original songs was something they should keep doing!!! I def think it was the best ep ever. Lea Michele is a big insiperation. I think the words of these songs def have a lot of meaning in team. The cast members of the hit tv show Glee came to a local mall by me in 2009. I love the show. I always been into singing, musicals, and acting. I actually haven't ran to meet any celebs in a long time. The wait just to get a wristband was a 3hr wait outside around the mall. They gave out 400 wristbands. I actually got the 380 wristband. Lucky me. I started to feel like a teeny bopper again. I thought after ok I have a wristband , I'll come back later. I leave the mall on the other side. I see a lining forming for the meet and greet. I ran to get breakfast. After waited on the line 2hrs to finally meet the cast. It was so crazy. I started to think it was even more insane then when I met NKOTB at