Facing the Battles

I know I'm really bad with blogging. Its been 5months now since my big surgery. I'm so happy one more month to go till I can start eating more again. Though I'm getting used to this protein soft food diet. Weight lost is a plus. Anyway go figure one month more and now I have problems again. Just fri I started getting food stuck again, feeling sharp burning pain o no! Today went for another scan again. Lets see what happens. b8230fd1-029d-4df5-8ace-a949bf6aeff8 1.03.01

Hey so I been mia a while. I will update you on my surgery recovery everything soon this week or next also. This is even more exciting believe me. I have so busy. I don't get much sleep anymore. That's the entertainment business for you. I have formed a comedy troupe with a few friends. We are called "Funny Mostly". I been writing scripts, reading through them, acting, directing, filming soon, designing the web pages, and everything that comes w/ the job. It can be stressful , but at the same time it is so much fun!!! The web series should be out sometime this fall. On youtube.com/funnymostly stay tuned!!! b8230fd1-029d-4df5-8ace-a949bf6aeff8 1.03.01

Now its is officially 3 weeks since from surgery. I been good the whole time. Following dr's orders. I figured I been to weak I can increase my diet. My surgeon told me I can try a lasagna noddle. Something soft like that. I try ravoli. Bad decision. Break down point. It got stuck in my throat. I'm coughing everything pulling stomach muscles and the incisions. I thought I'm going to end up in the hospital on iv. I thought this is it I'm to weak, I can't eat regular food. Later I tried lasagna still got stuck but it was much better eating then the ravoli. The only problem I had with that was the sauce. The sauce gave me a little burning sedation in my throat. Well on a positive note at least I tried it. Guess I'll stick to the puree, liquid, smoothie, and protein shake diet for the next 6 months .

When I first got my Blackberry, I said I will never get the data plan. I'll never use it. I'm just going to make phone calls on it. Yea right! This is the best phone I ever owned. My phone blinks every second that I got an email , facebook message, twitter. I can be wherever and still answer back. No no! I hate when I hang out with people and there on there blackberry's the whole time though. Hello your out! The best is I can never be bored at a dr office. Yes! The blackberry keeps me entertained. I mean I think hospitals and dr's offices should have free internet while waiting. After all they make you wait forever. Now I have my blackberry 7 months maybe, maybe a little longer. For the first time ever I'm getting addicted to bbm. I never bothered with it. Now I find myself walking around my house, crossing streets, probably almost walking into walls and doors bbming. This is crazy. Though when you look around almost all your friends have blackberry's. Number on

I found my new favorite section in the supermarket. I was always a great pizza expert. I always knew every good pizza place and every bad. Now I'm becoming a protein drink & fruit smoothie expert. Ever since surgery now 3 weeks ago I been on a liquid soft food diet. I figure why not start drinking these drinks. They are so good. So far I tried the vanilla protein drink, straw protein drink, strawberry smoothie, and pink poetry fruit smoothie. Don't worry I got a few more flavors to try in my fridge. They all are good so far that I tried. I do like the strawberry protein drink better then the vanilla. I fell in love with the pink poetry. I like the strawberry smoothie but the pink poetry is better. Soon I will be trying the blueberry smoothie. Now some of the drinks are protein only, some are smoothies, iron, calcium, and vitamins, there are a bunch of different kinds. Def try them!

For a while I had pain, sick, & best of it all doctors couldn't figure me out. I'm a mystery, just great! Never give up. If you have a go for 4-5 opinions do. If you have to repeat tests do. Things change over time. So recently 2 1/2 weeks ago I just had a major stomach operation. For once in my life I wasn't thinking about it before I went in. I enjoyed every weekend. I got my mind off it. I wanted to think positive. I go to the hospital. Lets do add I brought my pink peep keyring with me as a good luck charm. Her name is peep. I have an obsession with peeps. Anyway as soon as I went into the hospital of course your going to freak out. A nurse came to talk to me & we get into a covo about American Idol. Anesthesia came to talk to me. Hi I tell her just to let you know I'm not going to be an easy patient. I want anti nautious med, I need something to relax me, iv in the arm only. She tells me are you and your surgeon plotting against me? No! haha. My pressure

This blog goes out to one of my good friends that just had his life taken away from him in Feb. He was with another old friend of mine also that past away. Their lives were both taken away by a bad person. I don't understand how anyone can that to someone. Jonathan was actually one of my really good friends. I would talk to him everyday or every other day. We would always joke around. He would always be there for me. He would make me laugh. I was even suppose to go on birthright Israel with him. I got sick & at the airport I couldn't even make it n the plane. I told him go & have a great time still. That I can always go again when I'm better. Maybe the future would of held another trip to Israel. Thoughts and prays to both there families in this very hard time. R.I.P Jonanthan & Michael Miss you & love ya !

Some people will come and go in your life. Some people you meet will change you for the better . While some won't. Live each day with we each person that has come into your life as if it is your last. Bad things happen to good people. In life you never know what tomorrow will bring. Always cherish the memories you have through out your life. Some people will change for the worse. Then you just have to let go and move on. In life you will go through ups and downs. The people that matter the most will always be there for you. As u grow up you learn who your true friends are. Some people will back stab you, lie , cheat, play games, be fake, and what not. Those are the people you don't need in your life. Even if you known them for years. Sometimes you think just because you known someone a year, 5 years, 10 years you know them. In reality sometimes you never did. Sad but true. People change, people will drift apart, friendships will end, and some friendship will get clo

I did this a few weeks before April fools Me- ( calling my cousin) Hey what's up? My cousin- nothing much , going out soon. Me- I'm actually near your house. I'm by the pizza place. My cousin- What are you doing by my house? Why are you at the pizza place. Me- I came out by you just to the pizza place (yet the pizza place is 20mins away) My cousin- oh my god we are actually going there. Wait 5 mins Me- okay My aunt- Hi your by our house at the pizza place? Me- yes My aunt- I just placed an order there to pick up. Wait 5 mins we'll be right over. Me- okay I'll be waiting in the pizza place (10mins later my phone rings) My cousin- the lot is so full. we are looking for parking Me- I know the lot is full. We drove around looking for parking too My cousin- We are in the pizza place now were are you? Me- I'm in the supermarket My cousin- Foodtown Me - yea my mom had to run in for a few items. I'll be in the pizza place in 5mins My cousin- okay hurry up

This happened a month or two before the superbowl Dad-u going 2 watch the super bowl this yr they're going 2 have a good half time? Me- who's playing? Dad-Oh u knew. Me- huh what do u mean, I don't know who? Dad- who Me- I don't know who's playing, u tell me? Dad- Who. Me- but who your not telling me who. Dad- Who's playing Me- Who who? Dad- Who Me- Who is playing though? Dad- The who music group u heard of them? Me- Oh yea, y didn't u tell me the who music group? I thought u were asking me who was playing ..

No need for a gps. Just call human mapquest! A lot of my friends every time they are lost they call me. I barely ever get lost anywhere. I can go to a place once and remember how to get there. They tell me where they are and I tell them how to get to the place. My brother & his girl friend call me up. Hey I'm lost! Hey human mapquest speaking. There dying laughing. Where are you? My brother says by a tree. Haha nice landmark I say. I'm lost he says. I'm like where are you trying to go? He says Port Jefferson. I want to get there from the mall. I think we past a highway. I don't know. I said you mean the blue point? He says maybe you think I know. I'm by a tree. Did you pass Mario's? No don't think so okay go straight. Make a right. My brother now I see Mario's. Okay go straight stay on that road you will hit Port Jeff. Eileen your a life saver he says. Now you got us from the tree to Port Jeff!

This happened a few years ago. I'm out with my friend Jen. I call one of my guys friends up as a prank. I was crying. My friend : Are you ok ? Me : No. I'm at the mall. I lost Jen. My friend: you lost Jen in the mall? Call her. Me: I can't call her. I have her cell phone. My friend: go to the mall security. Tell them to put it on the speaker. Me: I can't the mall is closing. All the doors are locked. I don't know what to do. My friend: omg walk around the mall. Me: I can't .They locked the doors. Maybe she is stuck in the the mall. My friend: wholy shit what if she is stuck inside the mall? Me: what do I do? I'm in tears. She's my ride home. My friend: I feel bad. Try to find her. Me: I can't , omg (as more tears and crying acting) . What if she ends up sleeping in the mall? My friend: I really hope you find her. Me : me too. My friend: Let me call you back in a min. Me: ok My friend: calls back. Did you find Jen? Me: no! My friend: wholy shit! I

My friend & I got into a covo about library's. She said & her friend past a library in LA. Her friend wasn't sure what the place was. I bring up to my friend so you know the library in Byrant Park. For many years I didn't even know it was a library. I always thought it was a tourist attraction. My friend laughed. She said what kind of tourist attraction did you think it was? I said I dunno one I never been too. I figured that's were they hold the NYC fashion shows. Like come on does it look like a library? I always see the back of it from the the 6th ave side. Three or four years ago I actually walked past it on the 5th ave side. I'm looking at the building. I see that it says NYC public library. I'm looking & thinking maybe that means the library is across of street. I knew nothing was next to the building. I was wondering why on earth it says NYC library. After a few mins when I realized it wasn't across a street, this is the library

Being a NYC girl or not everyone that goes to NYC wants to meet the Naked Cowboy. I seen him in the city a few times, but I usually have to rush to get somewhere. That is what NYers do. Finally got to spend the day free in NY and got to meet him. So I came up to him. He just grabs me. MY cousin takes a pic of us. Then after he like another picture. This guy is so funny. I can say I finally met him. Quick question do you ever get cold?

The first time in my life that I been to a hibachi restaurant. My uncle wanted to go. I figured I sit and watch them eat. First thing when I walk in. I'm thinking to myself wow there tables are weird. Usually I sit across from a person. Then there's a big grill in the middle of the table. My cousin tells me they cook in front of you. I'm like really. That's awesome. The chef comes over. He starts the fire. Right after he puts his hand though the fire. I go excuse me, but why would you put your hand through fire? I would never want to burn my hand I said. He looks at me and smiles. I really thought something was wrong with him. Next he juggling knifes. Then he flips an egg up and catches it with his chef shirt pocked. I start to think okay your magician. Why are you working here? I'm like this is awesome I get a free magic show! Then he starts to put a few things on the grill. I had no idea what he was making. He then mixes the food. Then handing my co

An old friend of mine takes me to Hooters. Yes Hooters. She tells me they all kinds of food. We are sitting looking at the menu. Me- there's no chicken fingers on the menu. my friend- ( pointing at the menu) see right here me- no that's says buffalo fingers not chicken fingers my friend- There the same thing me- no it's not. buffalo fingers and chicken fingers are not the same my friend- yes they are me- no buffalo fingers is made from buffalo. chicken fingers are made from chicken my friend- no I swear it's the same, ask the waiter me- I asked the waitress. She looked at me like are you serious. I said yes. The waitress said it was the same. I'm just like whatever Now I want them plain. I get them plain. Hum they taste plain. My friend- dip them in sauce. Me- I don't like sauce. I like them plain. Just this is to plain.

Hey guys! Welcome to my first blog on here. I never really got into blogging. I was always like what a blog? It's an online diary. What! Who would put a diary online? Isn't a diary a secret? So be it, I'm on here now. That's all that matters right? My life is interesting, complicated,and funny! Always something going on. Who wouldn't want anything not to be going on. Then life would would be boring. We all need excitement. A little about me, O wait didn't I just write that in my about me section? Well here I go again. I love acting, singing, writing. Since I was young I have taken acting classes. I also been writing scripts. A few of my friends and I are starting a writing group also. Once we write, film, we will release it for the public. I eventually want to study film making & cinematography. Now lets get to my personality. My best friend will tell you my personality is just like phoebe from friends. Some of my other friends will tell you my personality i