Facing the Battles

This was my second time in the water with the dolphins. Though this was my first time actually swimming the dolphins at the Atlantis. I swam with Cosmo. I love dolphins. The only thing that scared me was actually swimming and in 11 feet of water. First I took a bunch of pictures petting the dolphin. I got to kiss the the dolphin too, at least it was a boy. Then I was giving a boogie board. Then Cosmo pushed me around with his nose. It tickled, though you can not let go of the boogie board. Next I was giving snorkeling gear to go under the water and watch the dolphin. I also had a scooter fan. This was scary a drop. My glasses fogged up, I almost let go of the floating fan. The guy though was in the water helping us. After I jumped out. Then I was told OK you can go back in and swim more. I jumped right back in. I love dolphins. I was facing my fear of the deep water.  swimming with the dolphins was a great experience. Atlantis in the Bahamas is pricey but worth it.

Most of my friends know I auditioned for the xfactor season 3. It was a great experience. This blog is going to explain the whole audition process  Day 1 starting at 7am everyone must line up to get a ticket to audition and a wristband. The line was insane. People camped out or waited on line for hours. I say I waited at least 2 hours. I got there late in the day. I picked up my ticket , got my wristband. After you go home.  Day 2 good morning early. Everyone starts lining up between 6-7am. By 7am you better be excited, be up, and jumping. They started filming us singing and dancing outside the arena. This is where they had say we got the xfactor. It was awesome I met a bunch of people from some many states that traveled in. Others that have auditioned in the past told me there experiences also.  Finally we were let into the arena. Everyone was seated. I was there 7am-7pm. Make sure you eat, drink, sleep and are ready. They started auditioning, each section was...

Let me talk about after Nissen fundolpation surgery a problem that can occur. Sometimes after the surgery your surgery wrap might to tight, or sometimes you might just have a narrowing in the esophagus. A gastro Dr might suggest if you cant swallow food without it feeling stuck , to have a balloon dilation. This is done the same same way an endoscopy is done. Though at the end of the tube they have a balloon that will stretch your esophagus. I had this done prob at least 5-7 times. This you are put out for . It does not hurt. Though after you might a sore throat. Each time I had it I was able to swallow food easier. Every few month starts to close up again and if I feel that I redo the procedure.

Hey I haven't been on this in a long time . We'll I had my first nissen fundoplation surgery two years ago. Last year I had my second . Now I'm going in for 3rd . After the first everyone hopes to never have to go through surgery again . Two years after my first larascopic surgery , I went away and I started throwing up a lot. Right after I came back I went to my surgeon. I went take take an upper gi scan. I found out I had a sliding hitial hernia back again. Also that my wrap slipped into my chest. I went back in for surgery . I was told it might be done larascopic or open through chest. Both surgeons were on stand by . I had an epidural put in my back. They had problems with it coming out , I was scared. Finally after hrs they got it out . My surgeon was able to do the surgeon larascopic full wrap again. After the second surgery I was able to sit up and move around then the first one. Of course I was in the hospital 4-5 days. I had to follow the same diets as the first ...

I don't like many girls as it is. Most are fake, backstabbing , and liars. I find it so sad when a girl has to have a boyfriend just to have a boyfriend. They don't even like the guy but they just someone who will be by there side. Or they to say I have a boyfriend. Whatever there excuse is. I think you might as well be single then. Wait for the guy you really like. Then I hate how some people when they have boyfriends or girlfriends they ditch there friends. Notice how those are always the ones that have their relationships fail. They break up they run back to you crying. Now you want to talk to me. Sorry like I shouldn't even care anymore you screwed your self over. I love that friends that tell you they love there boyfriend, but they cheat on them. Then they bitch when I say how do you love your boyfriend then. It don't make sense to me. Another you tell me you don't like the guy , you don't want a boyfriend yet your still leading them on. Gettin...

1) I was out in Long Island. Near my best friends house. I call her up crying. Me: My brand new car the battery died. We are by your house. I have a problem. My brother and I called a tow truck. I need you to pick up me. There's no room for me in the tow truck. So can you drive me home. My friends father comes out of their house so he can move his car. Then my friend can get to her car. When her dad opens the door my brother & I are at her door. Her dad laughed. I go shh . So he tells her I'm moving my car. Come outside to move yours. She find us outside her door dying of laughter. 2) I went to the outlets. On the way back I stopped with my brother at my best friends house. She had no clue we were there. Her window was open. My brother goes and shuts it closed. She hears it closed. She figured it was the wind or something. Two second after she opens it again, my brother shuts it closed again. She goes to open it again. My brother shuts it again. She goes to...

I'm not punk'd, am I? I wake up in the morning, take my dogs out for a walk across the street. I'm looking over and notice my dads car is missing. I notice the spot is empty. I freak out because they are away. My brother & I have not moved the car. The car was in the same spot for 5 days. Right away I text my brother at work. He calls me back right away. I said the car keys are in the house. I said the car is stolen. My brother tells me go call 911. I went ahead calling my grandma and uncle first. They rush over. They told me to call my police station asking do I go down to file a report. They said no call 911. 911 tells me call 311 in case it was towed somewhere.If they don't have a towing record of the car, then it is stolen. So I call 911 back. 311 has no record. They tell me ok the cops will come to my house. In between the time, I see one of my neighbors outside. He tells me the spot was empty at 5am. He didn't see a tow truck. That it had to ...

People will always say there's only one guy they want. Even if you or they have to change just to be with person, they want to be with. I come to realize there is no Mr. right. No one is perfect. Everyone & every relationship is going to have problems. People are going to make wrong choices , bad decisions , & of course good decisions. Always be with the one person you truly want to be with. As long as they make you happy. If your crying everyday then is he really worth your tears. There is no Mr. right. The perfect man will always be there for you. He will always be by your side in good times & bad. He will make you smile & laugh. He will be the only person you can see yourself with. Even if one thing goes bad he will know he has to change. If he really cares about you he will make you happy!

This happened a few years ago. A family member whom I'm not even close with and barely ever see. So she tells me she has the perfect guy for me to meet. The guy calls me. We spoke on the phone. He was really quite so I figured ok he is shy. He asks me if I can meet him 2 days later. I wasn't even thrilled. I tell him ok and to meet me by a local restaurant by my house. The day arrived I go to meet him. He calls me are you here. I said almost. He tells me he outside the restaurant wearing black pants and what not. So I figured I cross the street look for him walk past first in case I don't like him. That wasn't the case. I cross the street he's not even there. He was around the block. So I stand and wait. I see a guy walk and stop in front. Looking like he's looking for someone. We ended up looking like are you ...? He goes hi. I take out my phone when he wasn't paying attention texting my bff omg this is a nitemare already. I didn't know how ...

In life sometimes you are not sure what you should do. Sometimes there's something or someone you always wanted. Though you might be scared to tell them the truth of how you really feel. Sometimes you think if you take a chance it might ruin everything. Sometimes you might think you'll fail . So what are you suppose to do? I learned always go for what you want because if you don't you will always regret it. Always follow your heart. If you take a chance everything might turn out perfect, or everything might get ruined . At least then you'll know you tried. The only tears worth crying about is if everything gets ruined, not if u didn't try. The only smiles worth smiling about is if everything turns out perfect. Everything happens for a reason . What's meant to be will be .